Crucify my mind

I thought that I could decide to choose my life, so I’ve spent a lot of time struggling with that.

I awoke from a dream at noon, I found some virtual things were broken, and everything was a vexation of spirit, then my previous beliefs were crumbling.

The chaos, the confusion, the pain, the hopelessness, all of them are crucifying my mind.

“Think of everything you've got. You will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.”